Sarah's journal

i'm still alive!

2005-08-24T22:03:51Z

Jeez, haven't updated my LJ in awhile.
So what's been happening?
Lots.
Too tired to write any of it down, heh. School again, that feels g00ood. Uhhhm, not really! But, whatever, i'll live.
I've been kinda off the last weeks, like, just.. off. Living in another world. I'm really confused. Like, one minute, everything rocks, next minute, everything is sucky. One minute, I know exactly who I am, the next, I have noooo idea. confusing indeed. maybe its dumb to blame it on others, but it feels like my friends caused all this. theyve made me to some one im not, but only when im with them. when im alone, i can be ME. and yeah, with my family(uh sp? lol) too, but not 100%. and with my friends. well, i dunno how much me it is, but not much. bleh. let me come back to u, cause now i have to get my beauty rest.

sigh.

2005-06-15T23:16:15Z

gah, why is life so damn complicated? I have all this different feelings about a thingy, and its driving me crazy. One part of me know that what they are doing are stupid, they are being someone they are not and just is trying too much. Im smart enough to see this, I see it all like a movie, I see how they screw it up and sees what they are doing is sometimes like i have to laugh.. They are so typical teenagers, SO TYPICAL TEENAGERS. Doing all this stuff to make them feel more special, to feel more accepted.. when they really dont have to. Cause these other people are so fake, just like they are. Everything is a big freaking joke. I see it all from the outside. Im not dragged into it all. Yet. Its scary to think that I might get dragged into the same thing they are. I hope im smart enough and strong enough to stay away, but, who knows? And one part of me is weird enough to want to be dragged into it. I want to know how it is. If it is just as great as it seems to be. Just to see, to break the secret. Just be like them one time. But I cant. Atleast I dont think I can. They can but on a mask, they can pretend, they can just be that way, and it doesnt seem to be a problem for them. But, I feel like im to honest to myself to do that. I know myself to well. I have a person inside me that wouldnt let it happen, that would make it even more fake and messed up. I can feel it. I can feel that I cant do it. But I want to. I want to try. I wanna know. But.. will I? Thats the big question. Will i become just like them? I think im to smart and pulled together to not fall that deep but who really knows? This is just too hard so my mind is all messed up. I just.. dont get it. I dont get it. Why? Why not just be a kid as long as you can cause you'll be a grown up your hole life. Wait a few years. Wait until you get to that age that you are trying to be now. Wait until you can control yourself, stop yourself from doing things you know you will regret later. But no. You have to do it now. You are to out of it to understand. I wonder if im the only one in this world that sees all this happen right before my eyes. I feel pretty lonely. Maybe its just trying to break through. Trying to make their voice mean anything. To think that adults are just there to ruin their lifes and hell no are they going to! It feels like they are thinking that. Feeling that. Maybe its normal. Its not for me, but, maybe it is for them. Gosh this is just too hard for me to write down just the way I feel inside, but I tried, and yeah you tell me how it went to try to read this? I guess no one gets it but yeah. I know im different. I think with my brain, I know whats best for me.. and its pretty annoying, when everyone else around dont.

more pulled together.

2005-06-13T23:03:29Z

I thought from my last update I should make a more proper one. I have to write fast though, I gotta get up at 10am tomorrow cause me and my friend Moa is going shopping tomorrow too! :D We were in Stockholm today, tomorrow we'll be in a more nearby 'shopping center'. It'll be fun! The only thing I found today though, that I liked, were this black bag. I think im going to buy it!! It was stylish but a really good price. I <3 it. Why didnt I buy it today? Cause I dont know the next time I'll be able to go to that store again. Ah, im stupid as always.

I flipped out a bit tonight. Over a kindoff silly thing, that I just could of discussed 'normally' with mom. I just was tired, and I just broke off. It wasnt about that certain topic really, I just used it to let it all out, if you know what I mean? Blah, I didnt like this day, except I had a great time with Moa. But otherwise, today sucked mentally to be honest. I felt ugly today. Bad hair day, bad makeup day, bad confidence day.. Just.. bad. But tomorrow is a new day, and I hope it'll be better than today! I have a feeling that it will, too. Never trust my feelings, though. hehe. But wow, wow, wow, im a bad girl... I cant help it though! I just dont get what I do that makes the time go super fast! Its almost 1am, and blah, I should of been in bed hours ago. Now I just want to SLEEP. ah, my bed looks comfy. I better get ready.

Just one more thing: A totally TYPICAL ME thing happened last night. I had my sunglasses in my jacket pocket and just went to take them out of there and put it on a tablethingy. I went down on my knees to reach it better and slowy took them out and were about to lay them on the table, when they somehow slipped through my hand and feel down on the like tile floor we have in our hall. Crash! They fell down in the wrong angle and broke of the corner so both glasses got loose and one of them had a bit in the edge off, too. SO TYPICAL ME. This stuff always happends to me. ALWAYS. And I didnt even do anything wrong! I was super careful and took it very easy. My favorite sunglasses, looks so good on me, just because of one little slip, all ruined. Its so damn unnecessary! For what freaking reason did that have to happen?!?!?! So I have to spend even more money on sunglasses? This is the second time I have to buy new ones, cause some dumb people in my school broke my first one. Then I bought these and one pair that is the same just darker color. And im not even sure if they still have that sort in the store. AHHHHHH. I get SO mad at these things! Its just unnecessary! I guess its human, but ah unnecessary is the word for this! Why?! Please someone answer me cause I dont know the damn answer on this one. Please keep your fingers crossed that these sunglasses are still there when I go and look for them tomorrow. Please God can you FOR ONCE be on my side? Help me out a lil. Pretty please? PLEEEEEEAAAAASE. I beg you.

OK, time flies and its 1am and bedtime for Sarah!!! BYEEE <3

hehe

2005-05-13T11:19:06Z

Saturday, May 14

Are you a superstar, or do you just dress like one? And flash your thousand-watt smile like one? And sign your autograph like one? You're shining today, superstar.

haha, watch out, im a superstar tomorrow ; )

SIGH

2005-05-10T20:51:33Z

Thanks for ruining my day.

I HATE TODAY

2005-05-03T18:13:06Z

I WANNA SCREAM THE LOUDEST I CAN AND BREAK EVERYTHING I SEE CAUSE TODAY SUCKS SO FUCKING MUCH.

...is it just pms'ing or does this day really SUCK?

HOLY COW!

2005-04-24T22:34:51Z

it's been quite awhile!! I think. lol. Not much has been going on really..what I can think of right now that is, hehe.

Anyway, today, I and a couple of friends went to see a movie, cause it was this thingy today, ALL the movies at ALL the theaters were half price! Today only. So it only was 40kr.. Really cool:) We bought tickets for 'Boogeyman', but then when we were going to the theatre they asked for atleast two IDs, cause the movie is from 15 yrs and up. So yeah, I was the only one with an ID so we were screwed ;p So then the only movie we could change to was 'After The Sunset'. Which ive already seen. But we had to see it anyway, and I saw it on the airplane to NY so it was a big difference seeing it in a theatre, so its all good. Its a really funny action comedy:)
So today was fun. I got the wrong change back though! Grr, noticed it at home. Just like one dollar, but you know anyways?

But this is a really GRRR. I think it was like last tuesday, I somehow lost my sunglasses, and I was like super careful cause I had them in my jacket pocket, and always checked so they still were there. Then after PE they wasnt there. They probably felled out somehow in the corridor in school or the way out to PE.. SOOOO irritating, cause I LOVED those sunglasses, not that they were that expensive,thank God, but I loved them and I get so pissed when I lose things... I looked around like were ive been walking and stuff, but I didn't find anything. Later on like the next day a friend told me shes seen like crossed sunglasses in the corridor and stuff...I cant be 100% it were mine but probably, how many loses their sunglasses? And its so typical my school. Why can't that person who found them been sweet and left them to the reception or sth? I would. Yeah so that really pisses me off. So now I gotta find new ones! And I loved those. GAAAAAAAH. yawn.

Nice to get that out. :P

Ooops.. already 30mins over midnight! Should be in bed so bad... But I hate to sleep! But i love it so much at the same time.. haha. But I have so much on my mind...Things I have to do so freakin bad and its just spinning around and around. Ok enough. Lets sleep, shall we?

Leo(me) and Scorpio(mom)

2005-04-09T23:51:16Z

When a Leo child is born to a Scorpio parent, they often create a vigorous and powerful energy. These relatives understand each other's needs well; Scorpio needs to be respected and honored, while Leo wants to be adored and complimented. They are both strongly loyal, often possessive of each other. This family is strongly loyal and demanding of one another's time. Leo tends to be flamboyant, and the service-oriented Scorpio parent will be more than happy to give Leo the audience they require. As Leo shines, Scorpio will be content to control the fundamentals. Because both Signs are so determined, they really need to work to understand and accept each other. Both Signs are able to provide what the other needs and respond favorably to one another's strengths. Scorpio wants to feel needed and likes and expects their child to come to them for advice. Leo wants to hear that they are on track and that they have their parent's approval on life decisions. Laughing together and enjoying time spent with the family, they will have few disagreements. The best aspect of the Leo-Scorpio family relationship is their mutual dedication to each other and the projects they partake in. Both Signs have very powerful, yet different personalities. They are seen as a strong pair by others, and their mutual commitment to fulfilling their goals makes theirs a powerful and reliable family.

wow

http://family.astrology.com/parents.html

Ouch??

2005-04-08T23:00:47Z

Haha, I am sucha dork. Tonight my friends and I were walking home from Mc Donalds, and two of my friends jumped this "jump". You like jump and then clap you foots together on the side. Then when I tried I ran a bit to get some speed and then said 'I don't dare' and then ran a little bit more and did the jump. And the next thing I knew I was laying on the ground, LMAO. All my friends like ran to me and laughed so hard when they asked if I was Ok, it was so funny. It hurt a bit though hehe and when I came home I saw a little cut in my knee and my jeans got a hole too, and I got bruises here and there! Im just saying you should of been there! I can just see it infront of me how dumb it looked lol. And ofcourse did they tell the guy we were going to meet too hmpff:P My friends are gonna tease me so long for this lmao. I am so weird

PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Leaving for NYC tomorrow!

2005-03-24T22:52:25Z

.. So i just wanted to say bye! :P <3 MIght be able to update though cause I think we'll have internet on our room. Yeah w/e:P Good luck Amy! Byeeee love you all <333

Should be in bed

2005-03-20T23:09:59Z

Just for the record - im feeling so much better then the last time I updated ;p Everyone has their bad days.

Amys update where she listed all the things she loved, got me thinking. There is so much I love, and to love! :) You dont even think about the good stuff. They just are there. And then if something bad comes into the picture you notice it! That really sucks. hehe. There is so much hate in this world. It drives me crazy! Why cant everyone just be nice and love eachother? I cant understand that.

Today I hanged with two friends, Emma and Nadja. I walked to the neighborhood where Nadja lives but I dont really know where she live, so I waited at a place and they took so long, and I was freezing! Not fun. But im ok :P Then we went back to Nadja cause she wanted to change clothes,lol. Then we took the train and buss to another place here around where we live, cause they wanted to buy this very cheap chocolate there. yummm :) So good. Then we took the buss home and Emma had to go home for dinner and Nadja went with me to my house, and we took ALOT of pics and listened to music. Ill post pics tomorrow!!

Gahhhh.. two tests on tuesday. One english and one social science, about like martin luther king and like saints and that junk. And I havent studied anything for the social science test and just a little for the english. oh lord please help me this time! Gotta spend tomorrow studying like crazy. So i better go to sleep now, huh? Yeah, I should.

Just one more thing - ON FRIDAY IM ON THE PLANE TO NEW YORK ;D Im so exicted!! yehaaw

PEACE, goodnight<3

Have you ever felt like this?

2005-03-14T23:00:56Z

Have you ever felt forgotten, wortless, not loved, not meaningful, not been taken seriously, so lonely, no one understand you, miserable, unfair treated, not wanted? ...

Yes, I think we all have those moments.

Sometimes I just need a little, just a little, light in the dark. So I can see what matters. A hand, that always would pull me up when I lose my balance.

This lyrics is so woah..

Razorlight - Golden Touch

I know a girl with the golden touch
She's got enough, she's got too much
But I know, you wouldn't mind
You could have it all if you wanted
You could have it all if it mattered so much
But then all they know is how to put you down
When you're there, they're your friend
But then when you're not around
They say, "Oh, she's changed"
We know what they mean
Well they mean, they're just jealous
Because they never do the things
That they wish that they could do so well

That kind of girl, yes she's never alone
You leave a thousand messages on her phone
But you know you never get through
And you could have it all if you wanted, girl
You could have it all if it matters to you

But then all they know is how to put you down
When you're there, they're your friend
But then when you're not around
They say, "Oh, she's changed"
Oh we know what that means
Well it means they're just jealous
But they'll never do the things
That they wish that they could do so well

I saw my girl with the golden touch
Give 'em a taste but not too much
I just can't listen to the words of fools
I don't give away too much
Someone will need your golden touch

Because all they know is how to put you down
When you're there, they're your friend
And then when you're not around
They say, "Oh, she's changed"
And we know what that means
Well it means they're just jealous
But they'll never do the things
That they wish that they could do so well

swackysuniverse @ 2005-02-26T11:49:00

2005-02-26T11:39:06Z

woah, its been awhile. Been busy with school and stuff. But now im here! hehe. Yesterday, friday, we only had one 'lesson'. We were supposed to go to this place with our teacher, but she never came so the hole class went there without her lol, but she came later.. It was to like a 'youth central', and there the girls went to one room and the guys to another. We got to talk to a midwife and we talked about everything, about what the central was there for and what you could do there and stuff like that. Im pretty sure where im position is in all this stuff. Im never going to give myself 'away' to someone that I dont love and dont trust etc. And I dont feel any pressure that I have to 'do it just to do it'. I dont think it works that way. And like, atleast 3 of my closest friends have already done it and no one of them is together with that guy right now, and one of them wasnt even together with the guy she did it with, and she did it with him without protection =O Smart. I dont wanna be like that. And of the other friends did it with the other friends 20ish old brother too. I mean thats so bleehh.. I will definitely wait for the right person. And another thing I know - you dont need alcohol to have fun! Its so true. Alcohol means you do things you wont remember or will regret, isnt it better just to stay sober? I mean you can drink cider and stuff , but not like drink a whole bottle of like whiskey or sth, you know what I mean? Another thing too - im not planning to try smoking. EVER. Ive noticed how I really cant stand to be near a when a smoker smokes, so whats the point? Smoking doesnt do ANYTHING good to your body and just ruins especially your lungs, but alot of other body parts too. It sure can be tempting to just try it just because you are curious how it is, but I really dont see the point in killing yourself. I mean sure if you are a smoker and want to destroy your body, please dont smoke in MY FACE and ruin MY HEALTH because of YOU. Thats my problem with smokers. So I dont CARE if someone thinks im weird cause I dont stand beside them while they smoke their damn cigarette, its my friggin body and I would like to keep it the way it is. Thats just the way it is. And on a drug-test we did earlier it showed that more teenage girls smoke and drink more then teenage guys. And if you are in your youth and smoke and drink, theres a bigger chance youll get lung cancer around 30, and thats about the time you get children. Its really depressing. Women are much more sensitive to drugs then men are. So PLEASE dont smoke etc, it could ruin your whole life and your future children. Ok that was my little speech hehe. Just had to get all that out of my head.

Single's Romantic Horoscope for Sunday, February 27
Leo July 23 - August 22
When you feel good, you look good -- even if your hair's a mess and you're just at the grocery store. Have fun with every little thing you do (it won't be hard), and keep your eyes and your heart open.

^ Sounds pretty much like me hehe. Im looking forward to tomorrow!:)

Teen Daily Horoscope, Saturday, February 26
Leo July 23 - August 22
Tell a pal you're glad they're around. It might feel hokey and earnest, but that stuff will carry you further today than all the wit and irony in the world.

^ ok a bit much, but ill try to tell someone im glad theyre around ;)

So tomorrow, sunday, we're going up to the house we rent up around the mountains and ski places here in Sweden. And there i'll go slalom skiing, itll be fun. The only bad thing is that my brothers friend Daniel is coming with us hehe, and he is kinda annoying. Well whatever, ill have a good time!! When I come back itll maybe be pictures waiting ;) hehe. I'll come home like next saturday or something. So Ill see you then everybody, have a nice week <3333

Everyone cross your fingers so my dad wont forget to buy jelly beans before he comes home from the us!! lmao

Good and bad news

2005-02-15T22:58:41Z

Bad news: Ive just gotten worse today, all day ive felt like a blown-up ballon, cause all ive been drinking is tea and warm currant syrup, so ive peed like every 15 minutes, eaten lozenge pill thingys all day, and my throat hurts like hell :'( I HATE being sick. My friend is soooo sad over her breakup and that jurk is togheter with someone new now, like one day after. I think he's been doing stuff with that girl when they still were togheter. ARGHHH I want to kill him!!! She is so heartbroked.

Good news: Mom FINALLY bought peanut butter :D yaay lol. I loooove it. Another thing im happy about is Amy and her relationship with Wil :D I promise you its faith! They fit so amazingly well and it all is perfect :)

Guys SUCK!

2005-02-13T21:21:38Z

My friend just got heart broken of her boyfriend. He said ON MSN that they live to far from eachother for it to work or something! I mean what??! If its REAL FEELINGS then it wouldnt matter that they arent neighboors.. Its so lame to tell her on msn too, he could of least been man enough to call her. And really discribe why he felt it didnt work. Arghh. This is why I avoid relationships, cause all guys, no matter how sweet they are, cross your heart at the end. I havent been through it myself but I have proof enough from friends, and Ive seen their pain. In this age, they just break hearts. grrrr. I hope its a few out there that is worth waiting for.

For the record, im SICK :( I have a sore throat and a headache and everything is just blahhh.

Lets do a survey :) (stolen from Amy)

_____Favorite_____
1. gum: Extra white
2. restaurant: no one particular really
3. drink: cider, milkshakes, smoothies, cafe cooler from 7 elven
4. season: They all have their specialties!
5. type of weather: Warm enough, SUNNY, and a perfectly cold breeze.
6. emotion: when everything feels perfect
7. thing to do on a half day: shop, or just do something FUN
8. late-night activity: watch a good movie
9. sport: ummm... maybe soccer or swimming
10. city: To support my country, Stockholm! hehe. I do love Paris and London too though.
11. store: way too many

_______When was the last time you_______
12. cried: wow I dont know, I think it came a couple of tears last night, I think i saw something on TV or sth =/
13. played a sport: a week ago in gym class
14. laughed: a couple of hrs ago
15. hugged someone: yesterday i think
16. kissed someone: where? on the cheek, sometime last week
17. felt depressed: last night a little
18. felt overworked: those hard school days
20. lied: dont remember. thats a good thing, right?

___What was the last_______
21. words you said: haha I dont remember?! maybe okay
22. thing you ate: dinner
23. song you listened to: This i promise you by Nsync, and right now n.e.r.d - provider
24. last thing you drank: cider
25. last place you went to: place? umm my room where i am now lol
26. movie you saw: on the movies, Sandor Slash Ida
27. movie you rented: uhh no idea

_______Who was the last person you_______
28. hugged: mom i think
29. cried over: wow I dunno
31. danced with: myself :P
32. shared a secret with: myself..
33. had a sleepover with: i slept over at Emmas dad a couple of weeks ago
34. called: dont remember, but last person that called me was Caroline
35. went to a movie with: mommy
36. saw: mommy
37. were angry with: uhh Robin (the guy i talked about up there ^)
38. cant take your eyes off: my computer screen, ohh, thats not a person lol
39. obsessed over: I dont obsesse(sp?) hehe

_______Have you ever_______
40. danced in the rain: yup
41. kissed someone: yup but it didint mean anything
42. done drugs: nope
43. drank alcohol: yes like in cider and stuff but i dont call that alcohol
44. partied 'til the sun came up: nope, too bad
45. had a movie marathon: mm actually no i dont think so
46. gone too far on a dare: nahh
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: haha yes many times

_______My life_______
49. name: Sarah
50. gender: Female
51. birthday: August 20
52. relationship status: a guy is hot.. o:-)
53. nationality: Swedish mostly, but im a little bit of everything

_______Play_______
55. i'm feeling: that I should take a pill for my headache
56. listening too: N.e.r.d - rockstar, ughh, this song suck.. gotta change.. wait.... ahh better, mka - come as you are :D haha
57. i'm doing: this survey
58. i'm talking to: nobody
59. i'm craving: to get well
60. i'm thinking of: what im thinking of lol
61. i'm hating: right now, to be sick

_______Love_______
62. love is: so many things
63. my first love is: aaron carter and hobie on baywatch hahaha
64. my current love: nobody
65. love or lust: love
66. best love song: there's lots of good love songs
67. Possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: I guess
68: when love hurts: it HURTS
69. is there such thing as love @ first sight: I think so yea

_______Opposite/same sex_______
70. turn ons: what Amy said
71. turn offs: what Amy said
72. do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: If they like him atleast a little itll get easier, but its my bf, right? hehe
73. what kinda hairstyle are you into?: what looks good on him
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do you?: be respectful and love me for who i am
75. where do you go to meet new people?: wherever
76. are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers?: hehe no not really

_______Picky Picky_______
77. dog or cat: I like both but i say cats
78. short or long hair: whatever looks good on that person. I like long hair though
79. sunshine or rain: sunshine!
80. hugs or kisses: depends
81. summer or winter: summer
82. written letters or e-mails: both
83, nintendo or motorcycles: uhh nintendo lol
85. house party or club: depends
86. sing or dance: both!
87. freak or slow dance: freak haha

_______Lately_______
88. How are you today? not feeling very well..
89. what pants are you wearing right now?: dark gray comfy pants
90. what shirt are you wearing right now?: a pink fcuk tshirt and a blue sweater
91. what does your hair look like at the moment: in a messy ponytail
92. what song are you listening to right now? critters on my crackers by mary-kate and ashley olsen ;)
93. how is the weather right now? snowy
94. who was last person you talked to on the phone? Caroline
95. last dream i can remember?: no idea

Just so you know, i didnt do this very properly :P lmao

What is YOUR memory of me? lol

2005-02-12T23:26:38Z

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.

new everything!

2005-02-06T01:11:42Z

wow its been awhile! Been "busy", hehe, no, lazy is the right word. lol. Well anyways, here I am! Today me and mommy went to a shopping center, we came there at 6pm, the stores are open til 9pm,hehe. So we bought some movie tickets and went to eat some very hottttt wok, TOO hot. hmmpf, the girl said it wasnt hot, I guess they say anything to get customers? Well anyways, we went and bought a "ski-jacket", its lightblue. I like it! Mom felt awful so we went back to the theater and gave the tickets back and drove home! I think we'll see the movie tomorrow(today) on the afternoon instead! And im dying my hair tomorrow too, yaay. Brown. I already have brown hair :P But darker brown!! Hope it looks good. If youre lucky ill post pics! muhaha.

New colors, new pic ^ Isint it a good start for the new month? lol. I may change that pic, not very pretty done hehe.

Now my head HURTS :( I wanna sleep... !! Lets sleep people! GOODNIGHTY <3

LOOK my little stary friend is tired too! haha

all that junk

2005-01-27T22:01:26Z

Lets see, today, what happened.. to start with I got an A(!!) on a SCIENCE test!! :D I got really suprised! And I got ALL the answers right. *proud* hehe. Ive never gotten an A on a science test. Today I changed to a better english class too, its like 3 levels, I was in the middle group but my teacher thought I should change to the best group. Thats fun too. On 'media' today, we watcher Romeo and Juliet. BORING! lol. It was really long and not my type of movie. The only good part was that Leonardo Dicaprio played Romeo, hehehehe. Goshness yeaa.. I took down the last christmas decorations in my room today :( Feels empty! But we have all the other things left, the tree and all that. Im soooooooooo tired right now... So after mommys done and thats after like 457 hours, ill take a fast shower and then SLEEP. damn that will be so AWESOME. lol im weird.

Sunday!!

2005-01-23T23:47:25Z

Ok yesterday was good but ended really bad =/ I rather not write it all down though =P

Today was lazzyyyyy. Didint do much at all.. At dinner time though, me, mommy and daddy went to a friends house, where she had four missionarys from the US there, two guys and two girls. All around 20 I think. They were sooo good at swedish :) One of the girls came to sweden just four days ago! =O Though all of them had studied swedish in america for two months before coming here. It was fun!! :) They were very nice and especially the girls were very outgoing. We talked about everything exept church :p hehe. After dinner, we played a game we brought with us, where you get a card with 8 words or something and then you gotta explain the word without saying the word! I love that game. It was a very good and fun practice for them too! Lots of laughs though haha. My team was me, dad and the two girls! We lost:( hehe, but thats just because we only got like 1s and 2s on the dice!! We thought we were cursed or something :p Cause the other team got like 6s and 5s all the time, not fair! lol. Then they had to catch the bus. That was my day!! hehe.

School tomorrow:'( But on tuesday we have a special day when you like work at home instead of in school, so that'll be nice!

byeee

siiggghhh

2005-01-18T22:09:12Z

I officially HATE SCHOOL! This is crazy! Second week of school and I have THREE tests on Thursday and TWO big ones on Friday! This is not fair. :'( If its like this in the beginning of the year, I wonder how its gonna be later on =0 gosshh.. stressed!

Heres the deal

Thursday
- Social science > about the christianity
- Spanish > some sentence thingys
- English > school words

Friday
- Science > chemistry, about the body, or like the sugar thingys. hehe :p
- Math > algebra and equation test

So this is how im planning to study

Tuesday(today, this is what I should be doing, but I just fall asleep): Science and social science test
Wednesday: Spanish, english and more social science
Thursday: Math and more science

dunno how im gonna get through this :( arghh

First entrie!

2005-01-14T21:34:06Z

Hello everyone!

First entrie of many. ;) Good start of the year, making a LJ! hehe. This seems to be funnnn. SwackysUniverse, good one Amy!! haha. Thanks for fixing the colors too!
Sooo....lets talk about this weekend!

Tomorrow I think me and mommy is going to a museum, its called like The Modern Museum or something! We've been there recently but were going again, its free entrance. This time we are going to a special thingy thats called 'Fashionstans' or 'Fashionstas', dont remember! Entrance to that though, just a little amount of money.
It is art and fashion together! Seems really cool. And I think im going to buy a cool poster there that I saw last time, its of lips, with different of strikes of lipstick on, hehe. Hard to explain it, but ill take a picture of it if I get it! And ill maybe get a calender with different purses on each month, its cute =) We'll see, Itll be fun!

Then on sunday, its the d*mn confirmation(church thingy). I dont really know why I even bother to go on that? I know that ill never believe in those things, and it just takes time. Though its interesting to learn about it. Gosshh its so hard too choose. Hardest part is that you get presents when its over!! Help please?!.. Goshness. haha. Welllsss.., thats my weekend!!

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